Shifting responsibilities

An event happened in work today. Regardless of how I feel, I am seen as a procurement specialist. It has its own pluses and minuses, and on the whole, I enjoy working on procurement... you get to deal with lots of vendor, which is very good for your social network. But sometimes, it just gets into my nerve. Today is one of those days when this responsibility has made me feel very bad... Am I feeling bad, or am I angry? I don't know. I know that I don't like what I am feeling now.

There's this machine that has recently been procured. For some reason it has gone bad. The vendor is all helpful and also sends someone to fetch it, so that they can repair it... all at their own cost. The only thing I need to do is make sure they get a gate-pass. And what happens??? People are not willing to issue a gate-pass... Everybody is shifting responsibility... from one person to another, from one department to another... and I am pissed off.... I need to get that server at vendor's location and that's all I care.... If people had been sensible and worked together, it would have too... But everyone believes they are not responsible... and points finger to others.... May be I am to blame myself... May be I shifted my responsibility too... May be I did that...

I don't know what I was supposed to do... May be I should not have relied on others just because it was their "responsibility". May be I should have taken things into my own hands... May be.. May be....

I don't know what I will do tomorrow... I will be angry I am sure.. and miserable as well... I am in half a mind to jump myself and get a gate-pass made in my name.... and just drop it at the vendor's location...